So hard to draw anything when you feel like you want to curl down and die.
Welcome to the world of immigrant where nobody wants to hire you cos you are foreigner and they trash your CV as soon as they read you weird f name.
Where they don't believe you that polish person can actually be educated and and they ask you twice to make sure that you really said that you graduated from a college.
The surprised faces when you speak English more fluently than TARZAN.
...and when you finally get a job you a treated like a shit.
Where you are not allowed to do things which other employees do for no reason other than your different nationality,
They don't tell you that but they let you KNOW.
''Why everyone else can dress up nicely and I am supposed to work in this black baggy shirt on top of it''
-It's your uniform
-But nobody else wears it...
-Well YOU have to.
Why everyone can park their car on the parking but me?
-Cos you can't *end of discussion*
-You can't make calls
-But I only do them during lunch time and...everyone else does them all the time, even during working hours.
-Well you can't at any time.
Haha at one job I was reported for eating my lunch while everyone else did as well.
What the f*ck.
I am so sick and tired.
I applied to so many f jobs and nobody wants me anywhere.
Not as animator, nor as illustrator, nor poster designer, not even POSTCARD art worker.
When everyone sees you as a shit eventually you start to feel like one.
I think it's unfair.
I would hire you at anytime if i was an employer. And i would be fair. You are such a great artist and person ;u;
Ignore them the best you can, and know you are a amazing person. So many people here and in real i'm quite sure, think you are i do hope you feel better.
Anytime. >w< i'm really glad.
Aw... ;n; i'm sorry.
Soon, i hope, you'll get one. I'm sure you will get a really nice job. Just Some days, things don't work out .n.
I hope that, eventually I will get some decent job *big hugs*
But I am fine now, so no worries! ;;v;; thanks a lot for the sweet words!
But it just all come back, the past feelings when I thought of why it's so hard for me to get the new one.
I feel better now thought. I just hard tough morning where I was thinking over way too many things than I should! ;v;''
awwww, thats bad to hear <:.
Didn't knew it was that bad in the uk at all :.
I know I am late since you say you feel better allready, but hope you manage to get a nice job soon <:3 *huggles*.....or at least to win the lotto <X3
and I don't think it was totallly meant it at all, but the pic even sad looks adorable *grabs your burrito fursona and nuzzles* <3
There are racist assholes everywhere but you don't know about it until you start living in other country than the one you were born in.
There is LOADS of lovely people in UK, lol my bf is scottish/english mix haha so you see yourself!
But beside this lovely people there are the ones which are not so good and they make life hard for me and others =,w,=
I wish they were nicer but some are too much filled with prejudice.
Q___Q maybe if I made kickstarter and everyone would chuck £1 haha I would be able to effort it.
I would love to print the SKMS I am already making just in case for the future the extra comic-only material @u@;;
Aww can you speak polish or were your parents polish but you speak only english now?