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Burrito by TotemEye Burrito by TotemEye
EDIT: I am alright now, thank you so much for the lovely words, they all made me feel way better than I did this morning ;^; :heart: *hugs you all*
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So hard to draw anything when you feel like you want to curl down and die.

Welcome to the world of immigrant where nobody wants to hire you cos you are foreigner and they trash your CV as soon as they read you weird f name.
Where they don't believe you that polish person can actually be educated and and they ask you twice to make sure that you really said that you graduated from a college.
The surprised faces when you speak English more fluently than TARZAN.
...and when you finally get a job you a treated like a shit.
Where you are not allowed to do things which other employees do for no reason other than your different nationality,
They don't tell you that but they let you KNOW.
''Why everyone else can dress up nicely and I am supposed to work in this black baggy shirt on top of it''
-It's your uniform
-But nobody else wears it...
-Well YOU have to.

Why everyone can park their car on the parking but me?
-Cos you can't *end of discussion*

-You can't make calls
-But I only do them during lunch time and...everyone else does them all the time, even during working hours.
-Well you can't at any time.

Haha at one job I was reported for eating my lunch while everyone else did as well.
What the f*ck.

I am so sick and tired.
I applied to so many f jobs and nobody wants me anywhere.
Not as animator, nor as illustrator, nor poster designer, not even POSTCARD art worker.

When everyone sees you as a shit eventually you start to feel like one.
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coloured-prisms Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hate the way people treat just... ugh. XC and it's so commone in US and canada ;u;
I think it's unfair.
I would hire you at anytime if i was an employer. And i would be fair. You are such a great artist and person ;u;
Ignore them the best you can, and know you are a amazing person. So many people here and in real i'm quite sure, think you are :hug: i do hope you feel better.
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional Filmographer
It's common everywhere, even in my old country ;^;
World is gross.

Thanks for the lovely words, you all made me feel so much better ;v; :iconsweethugplz:
I just really want to get a nice job but it's hard to get ANY lately q^q;;
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coloured-prisms Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's horrible XC it's hard to find nice and fair people some days. It is gross.

Anytime. >w< i'm really glad.

Aw... ;n; i'm sorry.
Soon, i hope, you'll get one. I'm sure you will get a really nice job. Just Some days, things don't work out .n.
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WittleBanzaiTree Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013
Aww :c
Hush man
Life is just stupid like that
You are an amazing person and deserve more
If they push you away for things like that they don't deserve the glory that is you
Everyone here appreciates you for you and don't ever forget we're here for you man 
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Thanks Banzai, you're sweet ;;w;;
I hope that, eventually I will get some decent job :heart: *big hugs*
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WittleBanzaiTree Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013
You're welcome ;w;
You will no worries but we gotta get rid of those obstacles first :heart: 
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013  Professional Filmographer
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Dusceja Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Student General Artist
Ohh god what happened!? That's not fair ;-; Is really everything ok?? 
What the. That's not okay and what gives them the right to do this! Don't hear to them! You're perfect like you are and nothing and nobody can change this! You'll get over it cause it's not the truth they tell you! Even if they push you around, don't give up! We believe in you!!
If you need a hug - we are here <3 ;*
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional Filmographer
I always need hugs! ;0; :heart:
But I am fine now, so no worries! ;;v;; thanks a lot for the sweet words!
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sparkIedog Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know you said you feel better, but god dammit they better know what an awful mistake they're making >:c
Because you are wonderful just wwwww htrnjfdg
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Professional Filmographer
I left job so I am ok now ;_;
But it just all come back, the past feelings when I thought of why it's so hard for me to get the new one.
I feel better now thought. I just hard tough morning where I was thinking over way too many things than I should! ;v;''
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BlondeKourt Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I read all that tiny print and i couldn't believe what i was reading. i know that you said you feel better but i hope your ok ;u; your amazing and your talented! you should what you want to wear, park where you want to park and call and eat when you want! nobody can take though things from you! i wish you best of luck and all of the amazingness in the world <3
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Thanks Kourt!! ;v;
I do feel better now so no worries.
I don't always rant and baww...as even in RL I am usually happy about everything all the time @w@
But this is this one thing which strikes me every now and then and yesterday there was too much for me to handle <D'''
*now is emberrassed* :iconimdedplz:
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BlondeKourt Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh no... i think i broke roza.... (haha is it ok if i call you by your name Roza? x3) :iconimdoomedplz: i must run away from the feds! 
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Sure, it's my name after all haha! x'D
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BlondeKourt Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yay :D its very pretty ^3^
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Thanks!! c:
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BlondeKourt Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
welcome c:
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Marzipanzers Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're never alone! :hug: Don't worry; we Americans are mad at our government too!
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional Filmographer
:hug: ;v;
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TheRockingHorseFly Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I know you said you're better now, but I feel like I had to tell you something too; we all think you're awesome and wonderful! I'll be thinking of you. 
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Thanks Rocking ;u; :hug: *big hugs*
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evilkenny4 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013

awwww, thats bad to hear <:.

Didn't knew it was that bad in the uk at all :.

 

I know I am late since you say you feel better allready, but hope you manage to get a nice job soon <:3 *huggles*.....or at least to win the lotto <X3

 

and I don't think it was totallly meant it at all, but the pic even sad looks adorable *grabs your burrito fursona and nuzzles* <3

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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
It's not UK it's bad like this everywhere :T
There are racist assholes everywhere but you don't know about it until you start living in other country than the one you were born in.
There is LOADS of lovely people in UK, lol my bf is scottish/english mix haha so you see yourself! :heart:
But beside this lovely people there are the ones which are not so good and they make life hard for me and others =,w,=
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DinaDee64 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013
I'm so sorry :c  I can't believe people are like this. I wish you the best.
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
It's ok don't worry ;w; :heart:
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DinaDee64 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013
Isn't this discrimination? Can you sue?
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Ugh I don't really have proofs and I left this job and I am in another city so I can't bother this time.
Maybe next time but hopefully that won't happen <D'
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DinaDee64 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013
yeah, don't let this get to you. And keep your hops up C:
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CoconutLimeDree Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Precious baby!!! <3 Come to me and let me give you cuddles! QuQ I am glad you are alright.  I know I only just started trying to interact with you more, but I am here anytime if you need to vent! <:3 Either here or my secondary account :iconwantsmorelove:
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Aww thanks Coco you're so sweet ;v; *loads of cuddly cuddles!*
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CoconutLimeDree Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
*all of the cuddles~!* Anytime sweet-pea~! > u <
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SolsticeHolt Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:/ You should file a report i the company for discrimination. No one should be treated like that. If you have the skill to work in the job, why treat you as if you can't do it at all? *Hugs burrito* <:c You'll get the right job and laugh at the faces for those who did you wrong no worries!!!!
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Ugh I tried to report but I was told ''I know I know'' and sad look and they did nothing so I just left TT_TT;;
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SolsticeHolt Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Student Digital Artist
People can be so mean. D': But no worries you'll get the right job soon enough!! oUo
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xXPaintedDreamXx Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wow, that's so horrible. People are just bastards sometime. I would hire you in a second...that's if I did work. But you're ana amazing person and should be treated as such. That's just...wow.
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
That's life <D
I wish they were nicer but some are too much filled with prejudice.
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xXPaintedDreamXx Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah I know, which is just horrible.
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CalculatorBomb Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AWW...Don be a sad burrito. Be a Happy Bean And Chilly Burrito! 
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
*IS NAOW HAPPY CHILLY BURRITO* ;0;
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CalculatorBomb Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Now I can eat you! HA HA!!! 

:D
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Purple-Mau-Mau Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WHAT NO okay i love accents and foreign people i would hire you in a second! ...except i dont have a job either haha. your art is so good! maybe you should print your comics into little books and then when publishers see you selling at cons and such they will hire you!!! just remember i always read your comics. your art is so cute, it cheers me up :)
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Ohh I want to print my comic very much! But I would probably have to kickstart it to get funding as printing cost for a bulk [need to be in bulk so each comic is 10$ per one and not 30$] cost around 900
Q___Q maybe if I made kickstarter and everyone would chuck 1 haha I would be able to effort it.
I would love to print the SKMS I am already making just in case for the future the extra comic-only material @u@;;
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Purple-Mau-Mau Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yeah, i never thought about expenses! but if you bought glossy paper maybe you could just print little booklets on your own printer?
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013  Professional Filmographer
It would cost a lot Q__Q
The ink would run out right away. Printer would make print marks.
Ink per one book would cost 30-not worth it q_q
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PurpleMambo Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm really sorry that people are bastards some times. :iconsadfaceplz: I'm actually Polish too...That's just messed up. Idiots. Anyways, I love you and your art. Don't feel like shit. :iconvirtualhugplz:
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Thanks Mambo ;v;
Aww can you speak polish or were your parents polish but you speak only english now?
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PurpleMambo Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
My mom has a HUGE family in Poland. Like, my Babci/grandmother has abut 7 siblings, and they each have like 5 kids or something. It's pretty massive. I know a tiny bit of polish, but not much.
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TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Awww! That's sweet and big family! xD
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PurpleMambo Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha, yeah. :heart:
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