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EDIT: I am alright now, thank you so much for the lovely words, they all made me feel way better than I did this morning ;^; :heart: *hugs you all*
So hard to draw anything when you feel like you want to curl down and die.

Welcome to the world of immigrant where nobody wants to hire you cos you are foreigner and they trash your CV as soon as they read you weird f name.
Where they don't believe you that polish person can actually be educated and and they ask you twice to make sure that you really said that you graduated from a college.
The surprised faces when you speak English more fluently than TARZAN.
...and when you finally get a job you a treated like a shit.
Where you are not allowed to do things which other employees do for no reason other than your different nationality,
They don't tell you that but they let you KNOW.
''Why everyone else can dress up nicely and I am supposed to work in this black baggy shirt on top of it''
-It's your uniform
-But nobody else wears it...
-Well YOU have to.

Why everyone can park their car on the parking but me?
-Cos you can't *end of discussion*

-You can't make calls
-But I only do them during lunch time and...everyone else does them all the time, even during working hours.
-Well you can't at any time.

Haha at one job I was reported for eating my lunch while everyone else did as well.
What the f*ck.

I am so sick and tired.
I applied to so many f jobs and nobody wants me anywhere.
Not as animator, nor as illustrator, nor poster designer, not even POSTCARD art worker.

When everyone sees you as a shit eventually you start to feel like one.
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coloured-prisms Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hate the way people treat just... ugh. XC and it's so commone in US and canada ;u;
I think it's unfair.
I would hire you at anytime if i was an employer. And i would be fair. You are such a great artist and person ;u;
Ignore them the best you can, and know you are a amazing person. So many people here and in real i'm quite sure, think you are :hug: i do hope you feel better.
TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional Filmographer
It's common everywhere, even in my old country ;^;
World is gross.

Thanks for the lovely words, you all made me feel so much better ;v; :iconsweethugplz:
I just really want to get a nice job but it's hard to get ANY lately q^q;;
coloured-prisms Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's horrible XC it's hard to find nice and fair people some days. It is gross.

Anytime. >w< i'm really glad.

Aw... ;n; i'm sorry.
Soon, i hope, you'll get one. I'm sure you will get a really nice job. Just Some days, things don't work out .n.
WittleBanzaiTree Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013
Aww :c
Hush man
Life is just stupid like that
You are an amazing person and deserve more
If they push you away for things like that they don't deserve the glory that is you
Everyone here appreciates you for you and don't ever forget we're here for you man 
TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Thanks Banzai, you're sweet ;;w;;
I hope that, eventually I will get some decent job :heart: *big hugs*
WittleBanzaiTree Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013
You're welcome ;w;
You will no worries but we gotta get rid of those obstacles first :heart: 
TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Dusceja Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Student General Artist
Ohh god what happened!? That's not fair ;-; Is really everything ok?? 
What the. That's not okay and what gives them the right to do this! Don't hear to them! You're perfect like you are and nothing and nobody can change this! You'll get over it cause it's not the truth they tell you! Even if they push you around, don't give up! We believe in you!!
If you need a hug - we are here <3 ;*
TotemEye Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Professional Filmographer
I always need hugs! ;0; :heart:
But I am fine now, so no worries! ;;v;; thanks a lot for the sweet words!
sparkIedog Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know you said you feel better, but god dammit they better know what an awful mistake they're making >:c
Because you are wonderful just wwwww htrnjfdg
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